Friday, December 11, 2009

somewhere but nowhere

mx says say no.
raiyan says say no.
the coin says say no.
habibah will say say no.
glen will say say no.
joel will not say anything.
but i say yes.
so what do i do?

idk what i want. wait i do. i want you.
i hope you dont give me a choice. no actually i want that choice
no fuck i dont want no wait i want.
i want to have that choice. but i know im not strong enough to reject you.

baby you're killing me.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

A day is like forever

I'd wait forever and a day for you.

Monday, December 7, 2009

When there's so many beautiful reason i have to be, happy.

I met the first malay guy who can pronouce my name properly, and confidently, on the first go ^^
he's cute ^^ x2
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i dont know his name -.-
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Today's Straits Times. on malay community, young marriages, divorce etc.
''The problem is deeper... My take is this group of people do not live by our standards. They have opted out and have their own cultural understanding, where staying together with a non-married parter is accepted'' This is not a malay culture, this is a subculture. Dr Yaacob said this.
Guess what, ytd in the car mum said muslims can have 4 wives. So i said, then i dont marry and just cohabit with the one i love la.
Nice.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Cause im a flirt






This is gonna be a v lengthy post cause a) i havent blogged in a long time b) i have alot to say.

K i'll start with the title.
I am not a player. Im a flirt. Sometimes, i flirt knowingly. Other times, i dont. But at least im not slutty enough to flirt with my friend's, ex or otherwise. So next time any of you strangers decide to call me a player, fuck off. and to my friends and sisters, please think about everything i've ever said to you about this topic.
I feel girls who cry alot in a relationship are losers. For one, my sister. She's a fucking loser. I honestly cannot stand girls who cry so much. If the guy is being a jerk, break up. I mean, crying doesnt help. I know im making this sound so easy and blabla but come on la, been there done that. Cause girls cry, guys know they can have their way. So girls, be strong and f them backz :)

'Eh whm i tell you a story. A malay guy, malay, was supposed to report to dad's shop ytd to fix the credit card thing. But he didnt.'
'okay so whats the moral of the story?'
'malays cannot be trusted.'
'no, malays are irresponsible. Really, they have no money but keep making babies. They want the government to support them. But not all malays are like that, just some. No malay boyfriends.'

This is how my morning started. I walked to the table for breakfast and bam, how nice.

Life has been rather eventful, but still, boring. I havent seen frz in more than two weeks and i talk to him for a minute everyday b4 hanging up haha. Went walking/breathing in the morning air with mx at bg it was retarded i didnt know ducks could fly haha. Caught up with garrett a little over starbucks and gosh, realised how much we havent been talking. Kids/rascals at ymca are super cutez and this dominic guy, angmoh, uses a blackberry, when he's, 7 -.- What is the world becoming to. Helped out at dad's cause his iluma shop offical opening is tmr and they were rushing stocks blablabla. Thought it was volunteer, turns out dad's paying :)

Glen's going to melbourne and vj are going to phuket. This makes me want to leave sing even more sianz and holiday's like zooming past :(

And finally, life's still good without my boyf. adios.

Thursday, November 26, 2009


i feel like shopping. i can feel the spend-money feel flowing all over. i just bought two stuff online but im not rlly happy. i want to shop with frz. that pig is sleeping and he cant use his phone cause he havent paid his bill haha super funnyz k. i miss china and coolz clubz, oh the boys of coolz clubz have fking smelly feet omgz i was in their room and then they started taking off they shoesandsocks and omg i nearly fainted, so, shingz. crapz i just rmbed that i owe yani two essays. i k have to chiongz tmr. hopefully i'll feel hardworking enough sigh god please love me more. oh no i think im going to the sitex thing tmr cause i wna get somethingz. my holidays suckz cry with me people cry with me.
what you did was stupid. it all comes down to trust, right? and you dont trust me.

Monday, November 23, 2009


China was cold and fun :)
Surprisly, there's nothing much to buy there i guess its all the factory stuff only
nice of glen and tyng to wake up at 5am for breakfast with me baibaiz.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i wish i could turn back time so i can sleep in your arms again i love you.